time to say goodbye

I've decided to leave after been here for more than 3 years..I miss everyone here but I think I should learn more things and earn more $$ while I'm still young..Given a chance, I will still come back and work as a happy person over here.. Still very sad to leave but I bet it's not a harsh decision but in fact, a 2 weeks thought..and discussions with more 10 close pals, not forgetting my hubby and sis-in-law.

New work day will be 21st April..at sin ming..a mid size semi con firm..with 40 pple in the firm..doing sales coordinator. I think my new boss (female)will be a nice boss..i can tell from the interview..chg of working time from 9am to 6pm, five days work. Will be signing the contract today, but haven give my boss the letter, but only on Thurs..So I can prepare myself on how to speak up to him abt this.

Talking abt my cruise treat on 25th April, me, hubby, Iricia and Alan will board the Super Star Aquarius. $612 per couple, but 4 of us will share the same room. FOC of 6 meals per day at selected 3 dining areas like BBQ restaurant, buffet resturant and chinese resturant. And you can enojy swimming, sauna, jacuzzi there..not forgetting the casino and ktv lounge..Bet we gonna have lots of fun! I remember 9 yrs back when I head for superstar Virgo..It's the largest Superstar cruise and it was a 5 days 4 nights trip, heading to Bangkok and Port Klang. Though our current trip is only 3 days 2 nights, and only at the Singapore Seas..but the companionship and the breakaway for a wkend..it consider as MORE THAN WE CAN ASK FOR!

Not forgetting to mention that we will have a chalet on July 11th to 13th for my baobei nephew LeLe's 4 yrs old Birthday! It's gonna be a family outings, with my in laws,my family, sis-in-law's family. Thanks to dad who got us the vouchers..so I only have to pay $20 to get a 3 days 2 nights chalet plus 4 wild wild wet/escape theme park tickets! We already decide to head to wild wild wet on 13th July, after we have checked out.

that's all for now! back to work and reality!

should or should not?

Abt the mistake I made ytd..my boss sent me a sms last night:
"Elaine, don't be too upset about the issue. This is more a system loop hole. See my reply to those VPs. Don't worry. Look forward"

And before this sms arrived, I received a call from job agency, asking me to go interview on Monday @ Sin Ming. Small firm but giving me the pay I want and it's an increase of 24%.

After seeing my boss's sms, my heart melted. I was thinking how bad I will be if I tender. For the concern my colleagues, boss and directors gave to me, yet I'm leaving them for $$.

The agency told me that there will be 3 candidates and their client chose me as their preferred. Today, another called. A job in a mid-size firm, better prospect. And i'm gng for 2 interviews on Monday.

Just, another call, an interview later @ AMK. A small firm with only 7 staffs, but willing to give me my expected pay. I was thinking no harm going down to try.

But again, the confusion came back, i can't bear to leave my current company..everyone, the environment were perfect..Can the wind lead me to the right direction? I can't depend on myself or thinking now.

Haiz..I'm thinking to leave because of the embarassment I gonna face, the meeting nxt week with the US pple, admitting to the mistake, explaining and preventing for the future. I should better stay off but on the other hand, my boss will help, my colleagues will not leave me alone..afterall, been a newbie in this area, till been trained up, it's all the chances my boss is giving..and yet I'm leaving after helping for one year..Can someone tell me which direction?

2nd Worst Day in office

Today is my 2nd worst day in office ever since i start work at here 3.5yrs back..
And perhaps next week will be the 3rd worst day..my 1st worst day happened last yr when i was betrayed by my colleague..

This time round, it's a mistake made by myself..a human error..that caused my lead and I into big SHIT. The directors of all depts are asking round on who to blame..what to blame..why this happen..how to prevent..and all these are what I need to answer next week..

Maybe it's time to move out here..start a new environment..I think I should tender..though my leads were telling me it's a mistake with small impact..my boss and colleagues were not blaming me..I can tell..they just comform me, "it's only a human error, everyone will make that mistake"

Just dunno how to face my director next Mon esp I am having lunch with him..

Too depress to even have breakfast..but luckily met up with Iricia during lunch..she cheered me up and passed me our cruise tickets..

WE (me and hubby, iricia and bf) are gng cruising on 25th April..no mood to discuss that now..