2nd Worst Day in office

Today is my 2nd worst day in office ever since i start work at here 3.5yrs back..
And perhaps next week will be the 3rd worst day..my 1st worst day happened last yr when i was betrayed by my colleague..

This time round, it's a mistake made by myself..a human error..that caused my lead and I into big SHIT. The directors of all depts are asking round on who to blame..what to blame..why this happen..how to prevent..and all these are what I need to answer next week..

Maybe it's time to move out here..start a new environment..I think I should tender..though my leads were telling me it's a mistake with small impact..my boss and colleagues were not blaming me..I can tell..they just comform me, "it's only a human error, everyone will make that mistake"

Just dunno how to face my director next Mon esp I am having lunch with him..

Too depress to even have breakfast..but luckily met up with Iricia during lunch..she cheered me up and passed me our cruise tickets..

WE (me and hubby, iricia and bf) are gng cruising on 25th April..no mood to discuss that now..