i hate pimples!

argh..been so stressed that all pimples popped out..actually i think it more of the hormones are changing..that's explain..dear is away but will be back tomorrow..that's FAST and i like it ;p

recently, i felt that my long time friend whom i knew for 8 years has changed. she is no longer like before..even dear think she changed..(btw, not just one incident that i conclude she chg but alot) and told me maybe i should have stay away from her..but it's 8 years of friendship..i shouldn't have just let it go..i dunno..still monitoring. She is one of my jie-mei on my wedding day. Talking abt wedding, she, as a bestie of mine..still dun even remember my wedding date..that is bad right?

so many things not yet done for wedding..yes..she is right. i planned it since 9mths ago..what is there to stress abt? but, plan..is without action..so how could she conclude i have no stress..i dare to say, the stress only come a week ago, when i realised mum is so anxious and stressed up cos alot of things not yet buy and done..is she a bestie or just a friend? *confuse*